U Call Yourself My Brother...

Hey All... Im In A Bad Mood Now So I Thought Blogging Might Help. What Happened Was I Was Playing Audition With Kelvin And Sharlene.Then Halfway Audition Crashed,Again. So I Felt Bored And Called Kelvin.Coincidentally,Sharlene Was On The Line Too.So The Call Only Lasted About 1Min For Me. Apparently Kelvin Asked Me To Hang Up. I Did And I Smsed Him And Asked Y He Asked Me To Hang Up.He Replied This "You Guys No Talk, You Want Waste Phone Bill Meh?" .FYI: My Phone Bill My Problem .Why U HeckCare So Much? i Replied "Cannot Meh?". And Yet He Replied Me A Long Message Which Is " Thats Is Why i Asked You To Hang.Then I Talk To Her What I Need To Talk.Because I Call Her First.Then I Ask You Hang First." After Looking This SMS, I Felt Pissed Off. Just Because I Called Second Means I Need Hang First? Get A Life Man. My Phone Bill Also Not U Pay. U Scare Ur Phone Bill Expensive, Dun use Phone La. Use Phone For Fuck? Anyway I Now Want To Be Left Alone. Plz Dun Talk To Me Except My Baby <3 .

sad life

Cant Forget Her No Matter Wad I Do. I Already Tried To Think Of Other Things But It Doesnt Work. I Used A Penknife To Make A Slight Cut On My Right Hand Yesterday. Guess That I Loved Her Too Much Its Crazy. I Just Cant Face The Reality That Shes Taken.Someone Please Help Me, Im Going Crazy Any Minute Now. If This Continues , I Might Not Even Survive For The Next Few Weeks. Please Any1 Just Talk To Me To Make Me Happy So That I Can Forget Her. PLEASE

Another new record

Omg guys its crazy. I havent slept for like 5 days. Even if i did its only 1hr sleep. Wahahaha. For sure get panda eyes. :p . Well so here i am posting 1hr befpre my alarm clock goes off. Gotta wake at 6am to go to health promotion board for spine checkup. This checkup very mafan de. Everytime morning de . Wan play games also cannot. Hahas. Maybe after the checkup i will come home and play maple !! Choing lvls for 3rd job , jiayous samuel , 5 more levels. :)

New record

Hi guys. I had a new record. I havent slept for 3 days in a row. Tonned the whole night. :)

Dun know wad happened

Hi every1 . Ever since crystal told me that she and sebastian were steading. I felt like crying everyday especially midnight. I woke up today morning just to find myself crying. I woke up and my eyes were watery. Whenever i think of her, i feel that i have let her down. I felt like crying but i told myself to be strong.and ever since that incident, i have always be tonning everyday. Each day i will at least cry once for her. Now i know to cherish wad is important to me before it's too late. But im too late now , she cant return to me. I just have to move on painfully.


P.S Crystal , i love you ...

Playing maple

Hi everyone. Im playing maple atm. Dun feel like sleeping. Hahas . Yea im choinging levels as im curious about the 3rd and 4th job skills . Although its late , i dun feel like tired . Maybe i slept too long yesterday.and of course im thinking of her. :) . Nights to those who are turning in for the night.

It's True

Hey Crystal , It's True That I Love You . But I Never Do Anything To Show It Because I Know That U Belong To Sebastian Now . So Please , Dun Say I Dun Mean It Again. I Feel Hurt Whenever You Say That . Dun Feel Guilty , Its My Fault For Falling In Love With You . If I Cry , U Dun Need Feel Guilty Too . Maybe If You Are Not Feeling Guilty At All , Its Ok , Keep It That Way. C.R.Y.S.T.A.L.I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.A.L.W.A.Y.S.N.O.M.A.T.T.E.R.W.H.A.T.H.A.P.P.E.N.S. <3